alternative addiction unsigned top 10 countdown

i'm on the Alternative Addiction Unsigned Top 10 Countdown. please help vote me to the number 1 spot!!!

http://www.alternativeaddiction.com/unknownbands/unknowntop10.asp

also, as a gift from me to you, 'Torn' is available for free download at www.alternativeaddiction.com - so go get on that while it's still up!! (yea i know..that's what she said)

- stevenbaggs

the "he" is me

he's a broken hearted heart breaker
with lungs barely strong enough to inhale the silence
and exhale the confusion on this long drive home
feeling helpless and out of place
friendless and out of patience
there were actions taken and trust mistaken
but, trust is both fickle and intangible
trust requires great care and fragile hands to be kept whole
trust requires truthful lips to be kept alive

his life is like a coloring book
but, lately his luck has been an empty box of crayons
the pages are left bare
they lay black, white and colorless

tonight was the ending of a chapter in his book entitled -
'the story of my life'
tonight was a lesson worth learning, yet taken in by few
tonight was history repeating itself all over again
tonight was the start of something real and the mourning of a cold and lonely winter season
tonight was summer at it's best

some friends are lifelong, others temporary
some friends are nothing more than enemies in training
months spent gathering information, turning their backs and using every ounce of what they've learned against you

he spends his days preparing for his nights
preparing for his dreams
preparing for an awakening
drifting into the dark, scared and paralyzed
trying his best to find out who he is inside

- stevenbaggs